又是我错完么？

又是我错完么？！！

昨天玩游戏时，发生了些争执...

我这里刚被扯头发，那里又被扯头发...

我就直接骂人...

为什么要酱狠？！

我承认骂人是我错，但你扯我头发，难道你没错么？

还是说你要我收在心里，不用讲出去？

那不是更多女生被你扯头发？

我要讲出来，原因不止这个...

还有是因为，我不想给每次给别人讲是我狠！

每次给人讲是我错先！

我发脾气是不应该...

但你们又有了解为什么我要发脾气么？

是因为我讲是别人错时，根本没人信！

我也不想给别人一直讲是我错！

是，游戏里是有很多不小心..

如果不小心的话，请问你可以讲对不起么？

你从来没讲过！

如果你有讲，我根本就不会那么生气了！

很多人说，只是一场游戏，何必那么认真呢？

但试问，那些人又何必那么狠呢？

所以是一样道理的！

我曾想过，是不是要剪短发，让那个人内疚..

但我想下，变成短发后，亏的人是我叻..

所以就放弃了这决定...

希望我紧记着，

少点玩游戏，少点发脾气！

这样很丑！

要在意！

不然没人要！

加油！

朋友

看回以前滴照片..

突然想起以前要好过滴朋友们..

很感触..

如果没有他们陪我度过那些岁月，

我会是怎样滴呢？

又会是谁陪我度过呢？

我们滴快乐，悲伤，随着时间淡忘了..

那，不坚固滴友情，

随着时间滴冲击，遗忘了...

但，我们曾经出现过对方滴生活里，

为对方滴世界加点颜色 =】
感谢你们...

我病了...

从营回来后，我就生病了 >.<

伤风使我没心情读书，

更惨的是，难以入睡 =[

昨天开始考试，题目超难的！

害我心情低落了一下...

今天的英文考试，还好吧...

至少题目会看，但是不会表达 >.<

算了吧，

最重要的是，及格就好 =]

人通常都是遇到困难才会想起主...

你会在开心的时候，祷告么？

你会在你得奖的时候，祷告么？

之前，我很少祷告..

所以生活过得不是很好...

SPM开始后，我天天都祷告...

去学校前、考试前、考试后、读书时，都有祷告...

我在这里不是要你们学我，在面对困难时要寻求主...

而是要时时刻刻想着主...

不管你开心、兴奋、伤心难过，都要记得主在身旁...

要感谢主，你还活着...

在偏僻的国家，人人渴望能一天过一天，

但又有谁能真正一天过一天？

SPM 倒數中...

SPM 還有5天就要到了 ><

緊張中帶點不捨...

因為當我考完SPM,就表示我還有1年就要畢業了..

就要和我的朋友們分開了...

雖說,天有不散之宴席,擔心中始終會不捨啊!!

老實說,我現在只有做Math 和 prinsip akaunan 的練習

第一天考的馬來文,我還真的有點懶得複習 ><

因為那是我最差的科目...

上帝啊,給我力量和智慧,讓我克服這困難啊!!

 

 

我考試的第一天是我學校初三和高三的畢業典禮..

好不捨得他阿,畢業後就沒機會可以見到他了..

雖說,他住在我家附近,但也是沒機會可以見到他阿 ><

大家,別胡亂猜想,他只是我朋友 xD

同時他也是我初中時所暗戀的人 xP

不過,當時他不知道,現在卻有所誤會我 =.=

好吧,他太遲知道我暗戀過他...

不過,還是想祝他,畢業快樂!!  =]

 

 

明天我會去一個營喔

回來了,再和大家分享我在營中的所見所聞 =]

祝我一路順風吧..

再見了...

 



Blog...

Nowadays very less people still writing blog...

All of my friend already stop writing...

When you busy for homework or work,

that is no time for you to write blog...

But when you want to relax

or say some things that you don't want people around you know

You will come back here..

For me Blog is my daily...

When I old , I can come back 

and see what have I done when I was young =]

Just want to share a song ~

It's My Life(這是我的人生)

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted

No silent prayer for the faith-departed

I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

You're gonna hear my voice

When I shout it out loud

Chorus:

It's my life

It's now or never

I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just wanna live while I'm alive

It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground

For Tommy and Gina who never backed down

Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake

Luck ain't even lucky

Got to make your own breaks

Chorus:

It's my life

And it's now or never

I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just want to live while I'm alive

'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out

Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

Chorus:

It's my life

And it's now or never

'Cause I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just want to live while I'm alive

Chorus:

It's my life

And it's now or never

'Cause I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just want to live while I'm alive

'Cause it's my life!

What is life?

Life.

For me life is,

when we both, we are white paper...

When we slowly grow up, 

start have "black dop" appear..

When we old, some still can see white colour;

some cannot..

How about Christian Life?

For me, being a true Christian is very hard!

Harder than each games that I played...

Christian Life is live game show...

All the trial is those enemy..

Brothers or sisters is Christ is your partner..

Quite time, SDC is your training to make you strong..

Jesus and Bible is your weapon...

Satan is the Big Boss waiting you at final..

When you pass one trial

maybe can +1 mature +1 sprit or others..

So, do you want to join us?

For being a true Christian ?

Special Day

Just come back from Ikan Emas...

Cause yum cha with Adeline, Connie and Jun =]

Today is Adeline birthday,

So click me pls =]

Actually in few month ago I really don't like her..

Don know why...

Maeek agoybe she always fak zok or what...
But in few w, God ask me to friend with her..

God tell me that I had do wrong things...

So I decided to friend with she...

Maybe this is the first step to friend with she...

Hope she can give me time to be more close with her =]

Hey, birthday girl!

I Love You so much xDD

She like blue colour =]

I Still Young xDD

I glad that I still young!! xD

Today after school,I take LRT back home..

 When I reach My home LRT station already 6:10 pm >.<

+ NO bus!!!

So I decided walk back home!!

That time was raining !!

And my school bag damn heavy!!

Like got 2~3 KG stones inside my bad >.<

But what i had decide I must done it !

Wohoo!

So I use 38~40 min to walk home  =]

Really thanks God that, I can reach home safety  =]

Now I wanna share a song to you guys... 

We are young

Girl give me a second I,
I need to get my story straight
My friends are in the bathroom getting higher than the Empire State
My lover she's waiting for me just across the bar
My seat's been taken by some sunglasses asking bout a scar, and
I know I gave it to you months ago
I know you're trying to forget
But between the drinks and subtle things
The holes in my apologies, you know
I'm trying hard to take it back
So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I'll carry you home

Tonight
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Now I know that I'm not
All that you got
I guess that I, I just thought
Maybe we could find new ways to fall apart
But our friends are back
So let's raise a toast
‘Cause I found someone to carry me home

Tonight
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Just carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Just carry me home tonight (Nananananana)

The moon is on my side
I have no reason to run
So will someone come and carry me home tonight
The angels never arrived
But I can hear the choir
So will someone come and carry me home

Tonight
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I'll carry you home tonight

Still

Still

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still, know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
I will be still, know You are God

Happy =]

Finally I can join Famine 30 !!

But just can join the first day >.<

Cause they said need donation RM80 only can go the next day...

Hope that won't affect my mood =]

And the nicest things is can go with D !!

Haha xDD

Yesterday night chat many things with him...

And he also explain some things to me...

That moment I feel like is a boyfriend explaining to his girlfriend xP

Chat until very late only sleep >.<

I really hope that one day can get together with him...

He already inside my heart!

Guys, please pray for me, okay ? xD

LL,

Don know you still got see my blog or not,

Just want to tell you that,
You really change a lot,
But not good things >.<
Hope that one day u can has a time to chat with me...
Face to face..

I really treat you as my ji muii,

If not i don't mind how u had change...

I Love You <3

I want go Famine 30!!

I want go Famine 30!!

But my friend tell me that expire already ><

Yer!!

I don't want miss it ah!!

Who can help me?

Where still can sign up??

I want join ahahah!!!

Saturday, have fun in church =]

Had taken a lot of pictures..

Will be upload soon...

Then I realise that my look, not bad..

Quite nice xDD

But I don't have take picture with D >.<

Sad!!!

Many people asked him, why he wear until so GAY

Haha..
He wear a red coat, 
and inside is black and a bit white,
and his pant also red =.=
Really get people attention xD
 He said want to make a little girl dislike him..

He said she too young, not suitable with him..

Why he don't want just tell her ,he doesn't like her?

Ya, maybe will very hurt her

But why he still want to take picture with her?

This let me feel scare that he also dont like me...

Treat me like treat her >.<

 This song represent my mood...

想念是会呼吸的痛

在東京鐵塔　第一次眺望
看燈火模仿　墜落的星光
我終於到達　但卻更悲傷
一個人完成　我們的夢想

你總說　時間還很多　你可以等我
以前我不懂得　未必明天　就有以後

想念是會呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛　看你的信會痛　連沉默也痛

遺憾是會呼吸的痛　它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛　恨不懂你會痛　想見不能見最痛

沒看你臉上　張揚過哀傷
那是種多麼　寂寞的倔強
你拆了城牆　讓我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆綁

你沒說　你也會軟弱　需要倚賴我
我就裝不曉得　自由移動　自我地過

想念是會呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛　看你的信會痛　連沉默也痛

遺憾是會呼吸的痛　它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛　恨不懂你會痛　想見不能見最痛

我發誓不再說謊了　多愛你就會抱你多緊的
我的微笑都假了　靈魂像飄浮著　你在就好了

我發誓不讓你等候　陪你做想做的無論什麼
我越來越像貝殼　怕心被人觸碰　你回來那就好了

能重來那就好了

Think...Think...Think...

Tomorrow my church will has a camp reunion
And they said need wear like going ballroom =.=

So until I'm still thinking what should I wear ><

I don't like to wear dress...

But I don't have the shirt(boy's)..
And now I will show 3 type of shirt(dress), help me choose 

PLS!!

First,

001

001

001

 Second,this got a bit sexy ><

002

002

002

 Third,this is my sister ask me to wear de,

003

003

003

So which want is nicer ?

Since camp reunion, 

just want to show some of the letter that i received in camp xP

(Not show off, but sharing xD)

This is 4/5 of the letters that i received

Allyson

Samson (慧琳)

Connie,my best ji muii =]

D

When I received his letter I was like fly to the sky xP

我很想爱他

天空 下起雨了

他撑的伞 在你身边陪着

可是 我不快乐

因为看见 他脸上的笑 是很勉强的

我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎

隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂

我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架

退出可能解围吗 谁能给我一个好的回答

如果 再捨不得

这样下去 我们每个人都是受害者

我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎

隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂

我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架

退出可能解围吗 谁能给我一个好的回答

当爱情陷在危险边缘

是否都会伤痕纍纍

是否都会苦不堪言

我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎

隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂

我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架

退出可能解围吗 谁能给我一个好的回答

爱情教会我们都放不下

Kei Kei告诉我，她和B滴聊天内容

与我分享她滴快乐

让我嘴角不知觉上扬 =]

但却不经意想起，

曾经我又何尝不是呢？

他滴一封信息能让我滴心小鹿乱撞

他滴轻微问候与关心让我整晚都睡不着

但这一切都过去了

我滴信息，他不回

我发生什么事，他不理

这是表示他在逃避我么？

我不知道，也不想知道

想用读书来忘记这一切

但，一开电脑或开锁手机

就让我想起他

原来暗恋、单恋是这样痛苦滴 =']

有朋友问我，这样值得么？

我说：“值得啊，因为我爱他嘛！”

讲完，心又酸了

男人是视觉动物么？

还是我不够好？

我不知道

考试加油吧！

今天滴马来文肯定不及格了

离题了 ><

考好成绩，为前途铺路啊！ =]

Please take care yourself !!!

This few day, the haze is getting worst!!

So, everyone please drink more water...
And if can, don't go out...
Please wear mask...

My story of this few day...

21/5

After exam, then back home wait for the song practice at night...
I was very excited !! xDD
Cause HIS group also got practice...
My friend ask me ,how he sing? Nice or not?

Make me pai sek ><
After practice, 

suddenly Mei Mei want overnight at HIS house...

Then i follow xP

What a nice day, Thanks God!
Let me know HIM more...

22/5

When he sing, i feel very "gan cheong"...
Actually not very nice, but good...

After that, we go play badminton...
Me and HE are different group, but had same activity...

We have match together..
Really feel happy happy happy and happy!!! xDD

But happiness is short...

HE thought that I take HIS phone, but I didn't..
So I scold HIM =.=

After that we do have talk...

23/5

I try to say sorry to HIM...

HE didn't reply me...
But he got reply my friends ...
Damn sad!

I just don't like people simply said me...
What am I did wrong??!

Why HE can talk with others, but don't want talk with me?

If he know that I like HE, but HE don't like me.

then just tell me...
Don't make me feel sad until want crazy!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Emo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 

Love one person not that easy..
I know...
I will wait until HE come to tell me,
HE love me...

So now i will do my best to upgrade myself...
To be better...

My friends tell me,maybe he not mine "the one"...
So God don't give HM to me...
But i still will wait, wait until the day come...
Bless me, please =]

I am Back!!!!!

Hello!! Everyone !!!
I am Back!!! xD

This half year just busy for FB and play games =.=
Of cause, and also go church...
When started getting close with God,
and realised that STUDY is IMPORTANT,

time will become less...

Today is the first day of my midterm exam...
But I still don't have the mood to study >.<
WHY?

Cause I become lazy and lazy and more lazy =.=

And those project and homework make me getting crazy!!
AHAHHHHH!!!